Creative - NOMINEE: Sasha Bauer
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From my grandfather, I inherited my surname, my first name and weak lungs. My grandfather has always been quiet and shy to embrace his loved ones, he did it timidly and uncertainly. I am proud of him, although for a long time I did not realize this. Several times, my father told us granddad’s story, but I could not immediately put it in my head. Only by the age of 30, I was able to realize the scale of the tragedy that happened to him and other Volga Germans.
Volga Germans - a Germanic people that settled in Russia in the 1760s at the invitation of Catherine II. Empress believed that their tendency for order and diligence would help to raise the level of agriculture in the country. The Germans lived in closed communities, preserving their customs and language, the villages were given German names. They settled in the Volga region and by the mid-19th century the village Mühlberg (now village Scherbatovka) could be called prosperous and economically developed. This state of affairs lasted until the outbreak of World War II.
In 1941, Stalin issued a decree that the Volga Germans were recognized as “dangerous by the ethnicity” and were subject to immediate deportation to Siberia. Grandfather, his parents, his younger brother and sister were sent to a village in Omsk region. Then his parents were sent to prison, and all three children were placed in an orphanage. The younger brother was a baby and was sent to a different orphanage for babies. Soon, grandad’s younger sister died in the orphanage. So, at the age of 8, my grandfather was left alone in a big country surrounded by people who were not at all happy with him.
He was cruelly punished for German speech; he did not know the Russian language. Of course, he had no choice but to learn Russian and forget German forever as the source of the greatest pain. At 18, my grandfather went to serve in the Soviet army keeping his last name Bauer contrary to all recommendations. We do not know what it was like for him in the army of post-war Russia with a German surname - he never talked about it. Just like he never talked about his life in the orphanage. His patronymic name in all the documents was however changed from Friedrichovich to Fedorovich.
After the army, he got a job in a state farm and met his future wife, my grandmother. Ukrainian by birth, she was a daughter of a chairman of the collective farm who recently returned from the war with severe wounds. Is it worth explaining that the family was strongly opposed when a feeble young man with a German surname appeared on the threshold of their house and asked them to marry their beloved daughter. But she came out and cut the bread. In Ukrainian customs, this meant that the girl accepts the proposal despite the opinion of her parents. The wedding took place.
All the subsequent time, my grandfather wrote to various archives in the hope of restoring at least some information and documents because he did not even know where and when his parents died or his date of birth. Also, he was looking for his brother, whom he managed to find many years later.
- In 1942, Volga Germans were repressed with the note "dangerous by ethnicity."
- My grandfather received official rehabilitation of the victims of repression for himself and his parents only in 1997-1998.
- He received compensation for the property taken away from the family (home, livestock, land) in 1997.
- The amount of compensation amounted to 8349 RUB.
- All grandfather’s adult life he worked diligently for the good of the country, he was given awards “Shock Worker of Communist Labor”, “Veteran of Labor”.
- My sister and I haven’t changed our surname and hope to pass it on to our children. Grandfather is surprised that now people pay compliments for the German surname, not shame. Secretly, we are proud of the fact that we carry it on.
My name is the same as my grandfather’s - Sasha Bauer. In this work, I want to explore our relationship with him through genes and name. In many cultures, it is believed that with the name of the ancestor, a person inherits his fate. In psychology, there is a method of B. Hellinger's constellations. In this method, a person is considered as part of the ancestry system, where he inherits and then can solve the problems of his ancestors.
I was not lucky at school with classmates, I was somewhat different from the rest, and they were hostile to me. Since I was 7 years old, I thought that I needed to solve all the problems myself, I didn’t ask my parents for help, it just didn’t occur to me. Now, I sometimes wonder why I then decided that there was absolutely no one to help me. Why even though I grew up in a good, complete family do I somehow know how orphans feel? In all groups and communities I felt like a black sheep: people treated me either with sympathy, or with caution for no reason. I don’t know for sure how it is all connected but what if I adopted it from my grandfather? And what if, realizing this trauma, reflecting on its history I can change something?
With this work, I also want to draw attention to the fact that due to fear and lack of education for most of the Soviet population then, Volga Germans came under attack. They took on the role of scapegoats where people traumatized by recent war let out their anger and resentment on them although Volga Germans had nothing in common with the “fascists” except language.
Reference of the rehabilitation of victims of repression.
Certificate “Shock Worker of Communist Labor”
Reference of the rehabilitation of victims of repression.
Peas. The usual punishment forchildren was kneeling on peas
Based in St. Petersburg, Russia.
In 2008 I have discovered passion for photography.
Starting 2010, I have been working with medium format (film) photography. I am interested in both documentary and art genres. In my projects, I explore personal and common topics such as: personal relationships, family, space and time relationships, people's private lives and personal experiences.
Education and training:
2010 - "Basics of photography" course, photo school "Svetopis", Surgut.
2011 - "From basics to mastery" course, Academy of Photography, Saint-Petersburg.
2011 - 2013 - Department of photoreporters of Galperin, the Russian Union of Journalists, Saint-Petersburg.
2014 - present - A member of The Russian Union of Art Photographers
2011 - Moscow museum of biology of K. Timiryazev, photo contest "Water World of Russia", Moscow.
2011 - IV International photo contest of Karl Bulla "Visible features of the era", Saint-Petersburg.
2012 - Final exibition at the Department of photo reporters "54-th", Saint-Petersburg.
2013 - Baltic Biennale of Photography. The 6th International contest of professional and amateur photography "Photomania-2013", Kaliningrad.
2013 - Gallery "Art-Hall" by creative association of Saint-Petersburg photographers "Art-Confession", Vyborg.
2014 - State Russian Museum. III Museum Binnale of contemporary Photography, Saint-Petersburg.
DODHO magazine Matryoshka Dolls
PRIVATE magazine Matryoshka Dolls
F. magazine Matryoshka Dolls
DODHO magazine 33 rooms
PRIVATE magazine 33 rooms
2014 - short list FotoVisura Grant
2014 - participant in the final exhibition of the photo contest Young photographers of Russia
2014 - Photographer of the Year and winner of the photo contest Polar Perspective
2016 - recipient of state scholarship for artists
2017 - II place in the competition "Family.Traditions" at PiterPhotoFest